food has therapeutic effects.
especially if you eat in a 5-star hotel xD

okay so i went HARDCORE mugging with chien ytd at coffee bean in taka cuz we realised that there were no seats at borders(thanks to you, yuntian!)
managed to get really nice comfy couches, which totally made the mugging experience better, so much that i almost dozed off like a dozen times :x
it was so-so la, at least not as unproductive as the previous day at kap. and we managed to get karen's birthday present! shocked at how something so small can cost so much! its not like its gold plated or embroidered with diamonds right -.-

OH and here's what made my day! dad called up and dated me for an ALL-YOU-CAN-EAT dinner buffet at olive tree restaurant in hotel intercontinental! the name so cute rite. the food was like...SUPER! dunno how to describe. and the presentation was cool, especially the scallop in their pretty shells. now i know where the little mermaid got her bikini from ._. oh ya i would have eaten much more if not for the old couple beside me who must have eaten an entire shoal/colony(whatever) of scallop! those poor invertebrates were almost falling off the plate.
too bad i cant upload pictures from my phone to com cuz the cable sort of disappeared :( it wouldnt do justice to the food anyway, in all their pixelised glory.

oh and of course, such a dinner will still be boring without company. i have a cool dad :DD ya he was talking to me about MONEY - sounds very adult no? like teaching me to invest in currency, insurance schemes etc. also told me that many people in singapore are putting all their money into buy a car and a nice home, then they spend the rest of their lives paying for it. so after retirement, they have practically zero, even with CPF :/
makes me think about the more important issues in life and i wonder why i even worry about meagre things like common tests :)
MIRACLE FOR MATH, PLEASE HAPPEN!

=(((((((((((

i wish i could resolve the vectors governing my life, and those in math too, thank you very much.

=))

"when you are with me, i'm free.
i'm careless, i believe."

i don't know who you are to me, but it feels good :)

phew finally found time to blog.
chinese new year was amazing its strange that even though it can be so boring, its really a time to catch up with relatives and spend time with them. time really is the greatest expression of love. from ice-skating with cousins to movies to gambling(oops) to just slacking around and eating lotsa food glorious food : D, it made me really sad on tue that it all had to end.
oh well, pots of gold at the end of the rainbow are just figments of our imagination.

i never ever questioned why this needed to happen because i feel your strength in me. you were, always and will be beside us. even at the start of this year, i had a premonition, a feeling in my gut that it is going to be a tough year for me. give me wings to soar and faith to move mountains!

1 day to valentine's day.
5 days to chinese new year.
15 days to common test.

oh my gosh time really flies doesn't it. hmmm shall talk about good stuff first haha. OH i finished my CNY shopping in the weekend. bought this really nice adidas bag, happy happy! think it kinda suits me, my character that is.
uhhhh i think there's not much more good stuff that has happened this week. HAIZ. oh ya i discovered that sitting posture is really important, especially if i want to keep awake in class. correct posture should cause your butt to stick out slightly, maybe thats why girls have better posture on the whole :/

argh and tmr is valentines. like a certain person said, it only serves to remind me of what i dont have. been thinking about it, kinda sad la. its really nice having someone close to you and sharing your life with you, but what if one day that love just.. fades?

a beautiful rainbow is dragged down by the bustle and pressures of the world until a once stable foundation begins to crack and eventually collapse, leaving nothing but dust, choking you and rendering you torn from the inside. memories either become your only solace... or your tormentor.

(i have decided to leave chimness out of this blog because my standard of english - as i found out in ms phua's class - really sucks to the core. and if i happen to have an urge to type sth a little more metaphorical, it shall be in italics :D)

anyways, sometimes i really desire to have a special someone in my life, ah but i shall most probably be left on the shelf this valentine's day and be with my books. =((((((((((((((

think my books need me more though, CTs are like stunningly near as i just discovered an hour ago. if i dont wanna fail, have to study much much harder, pia for this 2 weeks liao.

okay wait, valentines is about love, which can mean love within a family or friends too, oh well i think i shall stick to that for now :)