1 day to valentine's day.
5 days to chinese new year.
15 days to common test.

oh my gosh time really flies doesn't it. hmmm shall talk about good stuff first haha. OH i finished my CNY shopping in the weekend. bought this really nice adidas bag, happy happy! think it kinda suits me, my character that is.
uhhhh i think there's not much more good stuff that has happened this week. HAIZ. oh ya i discovered that sitting posture is really important, especially if i want to keep awake in class. correct posture should cause your butt to stick out slightly, maybe thats why girls have better posture on the whole :/

argh and tmr is valentines. like a certain person said, it only serves to remind me of what i dont have. been thinking about it, kinda sad la. its really nice having someone close to you and sharing your life with you, but what if one day that love just.. fades?

a beautiful rainbow is dragged down by the bustle and pressures of the world until a once stable foundation begins to crack and eventually collapse, leaving nothing but dust, choking you and rendering you torn from the inside. memories either become your only solace... or your tormentor.

(i have decided to leave chimness out of this blog because my standard of english - as i found out in ms phua's class - really sucks to the core. and if i happen to have an urge to type sth a little more metaphorical, it shall be in italics :D)

anyways, sometimes i really desire to have a special someone in my life, ah but i shall most probably be left on the shelf this valentine's day and be with my books. =((((((((((((((

think my books need me more though, CTs are like stunningly near as i just discovered an hour ago. if i dont wanna fail, have to study much much harder, pia for this 2 weeks liao.

okay wait, valentines is about love, which can mean love within a family or friends too, oh well i think i shall stick to that for now :)