esotericism

and so the rvcb chalet has come to a close. it was largely tepid, except for the fact that i managed to catch up with juniors and those from my batch.
one year passed so fast, it seems like yesterday that i graduated from rvcb. but its heartwarming, that we haven't changed. despite one year away from each other, the spirit is still there, the togetherness, the bonding.
and nostalgia takes me on a ride, through those 4 years i spent there. and these experiences are unique to those who know ever so well - that a band could never exist without its people.

i have no regrets whatsoever, and i feel so blessed that i knew you.
for all the terse letters and the hiatus you left in me when i graduated, i was reminded how you took me in and gave me a warmth which i find hard to replace. you give me solace in the implicit assurance that you will never leave.
but i have this nagging feeling that in these 2 years, i never knew you well enough. (actually, i dont think i ever knew anyone well enough)

anyway, it is time to move on! it was a temporary lapse, a brief transportation to a time when i was still unassuming and.. not grown up. (innocent is not the word)
after all, it is no use trying to resuscitate the past. let us all then strive for better things and achieve new breakthroughs in our lives.