courage

if there was one thing God could give me this year, that would be it.
far too long i've been watching everyone go by, my plans brought to a standstill by my diffident mind.
i'm too concerned with what others might think, im still sane, but just on the brink.
give me courage, show me the way, so i can see her smiling again one day.
only then will i be satisfied, and things wouldn't be so petrified.